October 2010
Sometimes, senses fail.
Sometimes, I think about the past. I remember. I dwell.
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It was hard for me to forgive you for the things you did before you ever even met me.
It was even harder for me to forget.
It has been hard getting past my inner demons.
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Sometimes, I curse myself for falling so deeply.
You swept me off my feet, you snatched me away from him.
I didn’t elope. I didn’t run away to a...
I love you. Everything else is trivial.
I don’t need my blankets, or my heater.
I don’t need these long pajama pants, or these socks.
You’re warm enough.
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I love to sleep so close to you;
your essence astounds me as it enwraps me,
and I feel protected, and needed, and complete.
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You’ve become such an important part of me.
You're enchanting and astounding and I swear I'll...
You
of a thousand smiles,
you
light up my eyes,
my face,
my days.
You
of eyes like the sky
and lips like silk,
you
make my heart smile
in a thousand ways.
It's incredible, it's terrible...I already miss...
He walked out the door five minutes ago.
I would be lying to you if I told you I didn’t miss those carefully written words in those apology letters you used to write me.
Most of all, I would be lying to myself.
I still hope that someday you will remember just how much those words meant to me. I hope that someday you realize that your pride isn’t worth my tears. That a simple “I’m sorry” could change...
Please don't break the rules.
I’m going to your house now.
I’m so excited.
I’m bringing my shampoo and my conditioner along and taking my shower there because I’m so desperate to see you.
Mom knows me too well. It’s like she has psychic powers or something. I got new bottles of shampoo and conditioner delivered to my door today. They were sitting right there when I got back from work.
I...
Please don't break my heart.
As you lie here, right next to me
I examine your intricately woven eyes with lighter and darker rays of blue shooting across an ocean.
Then I see jet streams in a clear blue sky
Like of those days we played in the park.
Lay me down on the grass.
Tell me you will always treat me well,
love me,
and never leave me.
Be sweet, my love. Be still.
Whisper in my ear your promises of a future...
